Devious Journal Entryi feel really good right now and tomorrow i am going to go and live again. i can't wait! so yeah i am in a good mood
The heart that was never known The heart that was never understoodThe heart that was never known
She walks down the street with something hidden
what is it they say? O! What can it be she holds something to beautiful for the world to see she stumbles down the walk way she cares so much for this hidden treasure
what can it be O! What can it be everyone asks her everyones curious everyone just wants a single glimpse her finger grows tired and they finally slip
it is her heart that she carries and you've torn it to bits it is her broken heart you see, she hid i
my little world My little worldmy little world
I want to run to some where far, far away
where the weather is always know as May. I dream of a place where nothing is ever to blame where nothing is ever the same.
Where problems all disappear like last nights fun.
The Call The phone sits propped up so I can see when you callThe Call
I glance at the phone for what seems hours at a time
my concentration for other subjects is completely lost god! Your all thats on my mind I twiddle my fingers in anticipation of your call I check the volume again and again
I check the caller ID even through I know you have not called my mind is completely absorbed with you
god this is a torture of sorts
why won't you c
my darkened world I am running down this shadow of a pathmy darkened world
what is real and what is fake i do not know.
my vision of life becomes blurred and unclear I run on and on with out a sense of direction.
I wander aimlessly down this path know as life.
I feel that this will never end, i feel i might as well die! i am walking endlessly down a path surrounded by thorns.
I am being pulled in by there strong and relentless tugging.
They are tearing at my flesh i am bleeding in a thousand places. I fo
Joy
